Unearthed for the first time ever!
The conversations I had with Sylvia after our breakup are quite hilarious. Even in my greatest moment of weakness, I am still the man:
I.
CrazedCommando (10:33:54 PM): hey
CrazedCommando (10:34:02 PM): fucing teo turned my comoputer off
CrazedCommando (10:34:51 PM): its clear that nowis a time to be sorting priorities
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:35:16 PM): school
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:35:17 PM): work
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:35:18 PM): sry
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:35:24 PM): socializing isn't very high on my list
CrazedCommando (10:35:35 PM): i see
CrazedCommando (10:36:10 PM): this is very, very painful
CrazedCommando (10:37:40 PM): ugh
CrazedCommando (10:38:39 PM): we seem to be communicating fine now
CrazedCommando (10:39:23 PM): at least I am
CrazedCommando (10:39:32 PM): *brick wall*
CrazedCommando (10:41:33 PM): c'mon, please talk
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:41:51 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (10:43:30 PM): what am I going to do
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:43:39 PM): wat's purgatory?
CrazedCommando (10:43:53 PM): a torturous middle ground between heaven and hell
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:44:05 PM): so is it a place of judgement?
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:44:15 PM): or just sufferin
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:44:16 PM): and where
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:44:20 PM): sins need to b purifed
CrazedCommando (10:44:54 PM): no, its just where unbaptized babies go, and you can go either way from purgatory, depending on your actions
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:46:51 PM): damn
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:46:55 PM): it's a place of judgement
CrazedCommando (10:47:08 PM): why?
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:47:26 PM): school stuff
CrazedCommando (10:48:09 PM): always the school stuff
CrazedCommando (10:49:33 PM): oh dearest
CrazedCommando (10:49:48 PM): please do not forsake our relationship
CrazedCommando (10:50:02 PM): i do not think my heart cold take it
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:50:24 PM): i'm not tryin to
CrazedCommando (10:51:28 PM): i know
CrazedCommando (10:51:41 PM): but still
CrazedCommando (10:53:23 PM): i think i need to come over tommorow
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:53:30 PM): NO WAY
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:53:34 PM): my siblings both home
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:53:35 PM): whole day
CrazedCommando (10:54:26 PM): well they were both home that time when your bro went nuts and i fingered you during jackie chan adventures
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:54:39 PM): still
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:54:41 PM): i can't anymopre
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:54:43 PM): anymoer*
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:54:47 PM): plz don't stress me out
CrazedCommando (10:55:32 PM): i dont want to
CrazedCommando (10:56:23 PM): but if for no other reason, i really need to quecnch my sexual desires
CrazedCommando (10:56:27 PM): not sex, per se
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:56:41 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:56:42 PM): k
CrazedCommando (10:56:51 PM): but i spent most of today mentally preparing to go to your house after school
CrazedCommando (10:56:56 PM): lay you donw on the bed
CrazedCommando (10:56:58 PM): and eat ya out
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:57:23 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (10:59:13 PM): I have this bruise on my fingernail, and when it was about halfway down the nail, i promised myself that before the bruise had completely came off, i'd orally service you
CrazedCommando (10:59:22 PM): i figure i have about a week left
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:59:34 PM): umm.... ok
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:59:36 PM): eli
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:59:44 PM): i think we shuld do an experiment u don't like
CrazedCommando (11:00:08 PM): pray tell, what experiment?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:00:27 PM): a week like we're single and at the end we'll either miss our relationship or agree tat it was betta
CrazedCommando (11:01:12 PM): well i hate to say it but that's sort of what last week was like
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:01:47 PM): not really
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:01:50 PM): the idea was still there
CrazedCommando (11:02:03 PM): generally one experiments with separation when a couple has seen too much of each other
CrazedCommando (11:02:18 PM): i think we need just the opposite
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:02:49 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:02:57 PM): cuz we can't do the opposite
CrazedCommando (11:03:22 PM): well if we cant ever do the opposite, then what good will this experiment do/
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:00 PM): prove something
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:32 PM): eli?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:39 PM): cant' we just TRY it?
CrazedCommando (11:04:41 PM): well if we are to have such an experiment, i need to kiss you first
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:44 PM): we're both really young
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:52 PM): u can get a kiss at the end
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:56 PM): i can't see u recently
CrazedCommando (11:05:07 PM): that wont do
CrazedCommando (11:05:33 PM): im tortured inside every minute of every day thinkingof all the wasted opportunitites
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:05:35 PM): Eli this isn't something we BOTH have to agree on
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:05:39 PM): u do realize
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:05:42 PM): one person can decide
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:05:43 PM): rite?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:05:52 PM): so tat outcome wuld b even worse than an experiment
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:06:00 PM): so i'm makin u choose
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:06:09 PM): permanently off or temporarily?
CrazedCommando (11:06:49 PM): well temporarily seems the obvious choice
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:07:12 PM): ok then
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:07:18 PM): don't mourn too much
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:07:26 PM): who noes u mite enjoy it more than u expect
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:07:30 PM): and don't contradict me
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:07:33 PM): just TRY
CrazedCommando (11:07:58 PM): i will try
CrazedCommando (11:08:07 PM): but i'll probably drink too
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:08:40 PM): ok well i can't control u now
CrazedCommando (11:08:44 PM): and i imagine that when teo leaves tommorow, i'll be destryoing my computer desk
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:08:51 PM): look
CrazedCommando (11:08:57 PM): and the next day i shall be tearing up my sheets
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:09:00 PM): this experiment cannot work wit u being so uncontrolled
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:09:13 PM): u need to act like normal if we weren't together
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:09:17 PM): NORMAL
CrazedCommando (11:09:42 PM): I am normally that destructive and volatile
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:09:46 PM): ok then
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:09:48 PM): do as u please
CrazedCommando (11:10:29 PM): well you may be subject to verbal abuse then
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:10:39 PM): ok
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:10:41 PM): i can take it
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:10:44 PM): and act NORMALLY
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:10:45 PM): as i wuld
CrazedCommando (11:11:21 PM): so, we're ending this mad scientist experiment next monday?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:11:26 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:11:28 PM): night
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:11:34 PM): but
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:11:37 PM): depending on the result
CrazedCommando (11:12:04 PM): yes?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:12:13 PM): we may or may not b together
CrazedCommando (11:13:05 PM): well that's all well and good, but I i ever find out that this was all just a cheap trick to leave me for a more convienient guy
CrazedCommando (11:13:16 PM): let's just say there'll be hell to pay
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:13:18 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:13:20 PM): LMAO
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:13:22 PM): ROFLMAO
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:13:42 PM): i think i'm gonna die from laughter
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:13:48 PM): ow my stomach hurts
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:00 PM): anyway
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:03 PM): this isn't a trick
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:06 PM): it's an EXPERIMENT
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:10 PM): i seriously wanna try out
CrazedCommando (11:14:22 PM): wmone are known to lie, you are no exception
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:35 PM): so i guess i'm just any women rite?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:37 PM): well men lie too
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:39 PM): we all do
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:42 PM): we're not perfect
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:43 PM): but this time
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:47 PM): i'm simply experimenting
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:54 PM): and going to enjoy experimenting
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:15:03 PM): i'm only 14 u noe
CrazedCommando (11:15:08 PM): enjoy it...
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:15:16 PM): come on don't b so depressing
CrazedCommando (11:15:48 PM): So angry right now i cant even respond to that
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:16:04 PM): ok this is not makin things ne better
CrazedCommando (11:16:19 PM): this whole thing isnt making things any better
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:16:35 PM): so mayb we shuld jsut break up?
CrazedCommando (11:17:20 PM): well if for no other reason, i need you to hone my social skills
CrazedCommando (11:17:54 PM): i doubt there are many girls that would put up with my glaring incompetence
CrazedCommando (11:19:30 PM): so if i dont have my way with you (to some extent), I'll end up romantically mal-adjusted, angry and bitter
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:19:47 PM): umm
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:19:48 PM): eli
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:19:52 PM): not helping
CrazedCommando (11:20:34 PM): well i figure if we are to come to such a crossroads, you might as well know all the facts
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:21:00 PM): u noe
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:21:03 PM): wen u say things like tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:21:05 PM): in the end
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:21:11 PM): i'm just gonna end up feeling trappd
CrazedCommando (11:21:28 PM): well then i guess im just destined to live alone
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:22:12 PM): ARGH
CrazedCommando (11:22:23 PM): haha, that last one was a joke
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:22:54 PM): ok
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:22:55 PM): good
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:22:56 PM): anyway
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:22:59 PM): gtg sleep
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:00 PM): bye bye
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:01 PM): good nite
CrazedCommando (11:23:08 PM): have a good week
CrazedCommando (11:23:16 PM): i know i will
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:18 PM): sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:19 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:21 PM): tat's the attitude
CrazedCommando (11:23:33 PM): here comes the drug train!!!
CrazedCommando (11:23:35 PM): haha
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:37 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (11:23:41 PM): anyway, g'nite
CrazedCommando (11:24:07 PM): one last question
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:24:07 PM): ep
CrazedCommando (11:24:32 PM): did you mean every 143 and I love you? because I did
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:24:54 PM): i honestly don't noe
CrazedCommando (11:25:14 PM): well i guess you are only 14
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:25:36 PM): eli stop
CrazedCommando (11:25:49 PM): stop what?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:26:06 PM): stop doing tat
CrazedCommando (11:26:34 PM): oh, asking depressing questions
CrazedCommando (11:26:38 PM): right-o
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:26:44 PM): bye byeStAr10009FoReVeR signed off at 11:26:49 PM.
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II.
CrazedCommando (12:11:30 PM): i had the weirdest dream
Auto response from StAr10009FoReVeR (12:11:32 PM): i find u ppl boring so i'm just gonna watch some TELE!!! :-D Well i'm jk about the borin part... for most of u... anyway im me if u want
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:02 PM): yes?StAr10009FoReVeR returned at 12:12:02 PM.
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:24 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:27 PM): i noe wat ur gonna say
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:30 PM): and yes
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:31 PM): it was real
CrazedCommando (12:12:32 PM): i had a dream that we were talking on aim and you came up with this kooky expewriment that lasted a week
CrazedCommando (12:12:35 PM): o lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:59 PM): well
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:13:10 PM): i gtg back to my studying and my sibs want the computer
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:13:12 PM): so i will ttyl
CrazedCommando (12:13:17 PM): ok byeStAr10009FoReVeR is away at 12:13:25 PM. StAr10009FoReVeR returned at 12:54:52 PM.
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:54:52 PM): ok we need to talk
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:55:17 PM): ELI
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:57:11 PM): argh
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:23 PM): ok eli
Auto response from CrazedCommando (1:14:24 PM): I am away from my computer right now.
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:26 PM): since ur away
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:29 PM): and not coming back
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:31 PM): for so long
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:34 PM): i'm just gonna
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:37 PM): leave u a message
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:43 PM): ok
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:46 PM): so here i go:
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:55 PM): Eli i can't believe i'm saying this
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:00 PM): but i lost my feelings for u
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:09 PM): they hadn't been there for a while now and i kept denyin it
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:14 PM): thinkin tat mayb it'll come back
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:20 PM): but i noe it's not gonna
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:23 PM): and i'm really sorry
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:32 PM): i didn't plan on any of this
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:39 PM): i just don't think this is gonna work out
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:52 PM): so
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:58 PM): i think we shuld just b friends
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:16:01 PM): wen u get back
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:16:02 PM): im me
CrazedCommando (1:19:44 PM): hello
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:19:54 PM): did u read all tat?
CrazedCommando (1:20:16 PM): yep
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:20:21 PM): .... i'm sorry
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:20:47 PM): are u gonna talk to me?
CrazedCommando (1:20:50 PM): yes
CrazedCommando (1:21:01 PM): well
CrazedCommando (1:21:12 PM): hmm
CrazedCommando (1:21:53 PM): there really isnt anything to be sorry about; if that's how you feel, so be it
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:22:06 PM): umm ok
CrazedCommando (1:22:18 PM): i cant say i didnt see this coming
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:22:31 PM): i was neva really good at the commitment thing
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:22:41 PM): i knew eventually i'd lose interest... i always do
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:22:46 PM): and this was the longest relationship ever
CrazedCommando (1:22:55 PM): nearly 6 months
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:22:58 PM): and i don't regret any of it
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:23:18 PM): yeah and the second longest was a month and two weeks (lost interest in one week)
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:23:24 PM): tat was wit jesse
CrazedCommando (1:23:30 PM): i see
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:23:40 PM): this one i actually had interest up until like some weeks ago
CrazedCommando (1:24:38 PM): i think you could hae at least done me the favor of telling me on the phone
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:24:56 PM): i was gonna
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:25:01 PM): but then my sibs were lingerin around
CrazedCommando (1:25:56 PM): well here's where i'd normally try to persuade you to reconsider
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:26:04 PM): yea...
CrazedCommando (1:26:25 PM): but I think it wouln't work
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:26:56 PM): no it wuldn't
CrazedCommando (1:27:36 PM): well i'd've liked some kind of parting... something
CrazedCommando (1:27:51 PM): but it's not necessary
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:28:01 PM): well
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:28:07 PM): we are gonna stay friends rite?
CrazedCommando (1:28:21 PM): i dont know
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:28:55 PM): y not?
CrazedCommando (1:29:46 PM): well
CrazedCommando (1:30:02 PM): we don't have that much common ground
CrazedCommando (1:30:22 PM): and not really much to be friends about
CrazedCommando (1:30:27 PM): to be brutally honest
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:30:54 PM): ok then
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:30:56 PM): suit urself
CrazedCommando (1:32:06 PM): agh
CrazedCommando (1:32:25 PM): this is just... bad on so many levels
CrazedCommando (1:33:34 PM): well i guess we can still talk
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:33:56 PM): yup
CrazedCommando (1:34:14 PM): well can i at least ask why you lost interest?
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:34:28 PM): i dunno
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:34:31 PM): it just sorta happened
CrazedCommando (1:36:17 PM): well im going to send you a song
CrazedCommando (1:36:20 PM): and elvis song
CrazedCommando (1:36:26 PM): very appropriate to the situationCrazedCommando wants to directly connect (1:36:29 PM). StAr10009FoReVeR is now directly connected (1:36:30 PM).
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:36:50 PM): as usual
CrazedCommando (1:36:52 PM):
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:36:53 PM): always an elvis song
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:38:44 PM): finallyThe connection with StAr10009FoReVeR was not successful. Make sure that your Buddy is using the latest version of AIM. Changing your settings in the Firewall preference may help. Also both you and your Buddy may need to adjust the settings of the firewall software on your individual networks (1:42:48 PM).
CrazedCommando (1:42:59 PM): didya hear the whole thing
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:43:10 PM): i'm in like the middle
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:45:29 PM): listened to all of it
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:45:37 PM): ur makin me feel guilty
CrazedCommando (1:46:17 PM): not trying to
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:46:23 PM): ok ok
CrazedCommando (1:46:55 PM): do you think there will ever be any chance that we may get back together?
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:47:30 PM): who noes
CrazedCommando (1:48:33 PM): is that just your inderect alternitave answer for "no"?
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:48:52 PM): no i'm just not sure
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:48:54 PM): i don't noe
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:48:56 PM): i can't control fate
CrazedCommando (1:49:15 PM): fate is what you make of it
CrazedCommando (1:52:03 PM): anyway, i dont think the effect of this has even his me yet
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:52:10 PM): ok
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:52:11 PM): well
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:52:15 PM): i dont noe wat to say
CrazedCommando (1:54:09 PM): there really isnt anthing left to say
CrazedCommando (1:54:48 PM): I can only hope that tommorow I'll come home from school and you'll say "I was wrong,lets go see a movie/have sex"
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:54:54 PM): LOL
CrazedCommando (1:56:52 PM): well at least i still make you laugh
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:56:58 PM): of course
CrazedCommando (1:58:05 PM): I say we give it the full week before jumping to any conclusions
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:10 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:12 PM): sry
CrazedCommando (1:58:37 PM): the only conclusion i can draw is that there is another man
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:38 PM): bit
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:48 PM): wrong im
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:48 PM): anyway
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:50 PM): nope
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:55 PM): eli i told u
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:58 PM): i lost interest for weeks
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:59:02 PM): i just wasn't sure
CrazedCommando (1:59:57 PM): well why cant you give me a chance to make interest
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:00:25 PM): eli
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:00:28 PM): i'm not gonna reconsider
CrazedCommando (2:01:11 PM): then you were lying before when you said that you didnt know if we could get back together
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:01:20 PM): eli stop
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:01:29 PM): anything's possible
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:01:31 PM): but rite now
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:01:34 PM): i'm not gonna reconsider
CrazedCommando (2:03:59 PM): well this definitely ruined my week
CrazedCommando (2:06:50 PM): AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:08:16 PM): stop
CrazedCommando (2:09:09 PM): why should I stop?
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:09:17 PM): it's frustrati
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:09:22 PM): frustrating
CrazedCommando (2:10:06 PM): as frustating as this whole situation
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:10:30 PM): yeah well i'm gonna cook rice now
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:10:32 PM): so bbl
CrazedCommando (2:10:42 PM): fine
CrazedCommando (2:43:08 PM): is your rice done?
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:43:14 PM): o shit
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:43:16 PM): sry i forgot
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:43:20 PM): i was doing my math hw
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:43:22 PM): after ward
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:43:24 PM): and sry
CrazedCommando (2:43:40 PM): afterwards
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:44:10 PM): o well now i gtg eat
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:44:14 PM): so sry
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:44:17 PM): i really amStAr10009FoReVeR is away at 2:44:32 PM.
CrazedCommando (2:44:36 PM): well its not like i have anything else to say, so enjoy your food
Auto response from StAr10009FoReVeR (2:44:36 PM): My insides tighten, My lips start to tremble, My soul is frightened, My whole world dissembles. My eyes water, My hands grow old, My happiness slaughtered, My body with too much of a load. My knees go weak, My worries grow, My emotions at a peak, And nobody would know...
CrazedCommando (2:45:12 PM): well you managed to sum up how I feel in a nice little poem
Auto response from StAr10009FoReVeR (2:45:12 PM): My insides tighten, My lips start to tremble, My soul is frightened, My whole world dissembles. My eyes water, My hands grow old, My happiness slaughtered, My body with too much of a load. My knees go weak, My worries grow, My emotions at a peak, And nobody would know...
StAr10009FoReVeR returned at 2:47:09 PM.
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:47:25 PM): eli u make things too awkward
CrazedCommando (2:48:13 PM): if you were expecting this to be easy, you were sorley mistakenStAr10009FoReVeR is away at 2:55:33 PM. StAr10009FoReVeR returned at 3:16:24 PM.
CrazedCommando (3:31:08 PM): howdy, friend
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:32:25 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:32:25 PM): hi
CrazedCommando (3:33:23 PM): what is your thought on friends with benefits
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:33:34 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:33:39 PM): wat sorta benefits?
CrazedCommando (3:33:58 PM): well i need somewhere to stick my toungue
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:11 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:21 PM): u wanna noe something?
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:27 PM): i hate makin out no matter who it is
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:33 PM): it culd b my soul mate
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:35 PM): i don't care
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:38 PM): ever since luke
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:41 PM): i hated makin out
CrazedCommando (3:34:46 PM): weird
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:51 PM): yup
CrazedCommando (3:35:16 PM): there are other things that one can do out
CrazedCommando (3:35:41 PM): like eating
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:35:52 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:36:00 PM): if i feel like it
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:36:21 PM): sure
CrazedCommando (3:36:47 PM): well you know my number
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:36:50 PM): lolStAr10009FoReVeR signed on at 3:58:35 PM.
CrazedCommando (4:03:33 PM): im afraid ihave to rescind that offer
CrazedCommando (4:04:00 PM): friend with benefits does not sit well with me
CrazedCommando (4:05:42 PM): however, i've thougt it over, and i dont have any problem with being your friend
CrazedCommando (4:06:12 PM): but i gotta go nowStAr10009FoReVeR is idle at 4:06:14 PM. StAr10009FoReVeR is no longer idle at 4:18:48 PM.
CrazedCommando (4:21:35 PM): didya get all that?
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:21:41 PM): o yeah
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:22:03 PM): i agree
CrazedCommando (4:22:34 PM): now that you are my official friend, its time for drug-peer pressure
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:22:39 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:22:43 PM): not gonna work
CrazedCommando (4:23:13 PM): well we'll see about that
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:24:47 PM): ok
CrazedCommando (4:25:47 PM): so, what are you doing this weekend?
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:26:24 PM): same as usual
CrazedCommando (4:26:43 PM): do you think you;ll ever get out of that trap?
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:27:02 PM): umm wen i move out
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:27:02 PM): sure
CrazedCommando (4:27:07 PM): haha
CrazedCommando (4:27:33 PM): most unfortunate
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:31:08 PM): yup
CrazedCommando (4:38:35 PM): on the bright side of this whole affair, i can take the money i was aving for our 6-month annversary luch and use it to pay back the kidi bought acid from
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:45:34 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (4:59:36 PM): oh yes, and now since you are an official friend, prepare to have your musical taste thuroughyly heckled!
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:59:49 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:59:50 PM): shut up
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:10 PM): don't push me
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:15 PM): if u make fun of my musical taste
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:17 PM): i don't care
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:19 PM): bsides
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:24 PM): u don't even noe my musical taste
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:28 PM): it's basically everything
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:30 PM): i like everything
CrazedCommando (5:00:31 PM): jojo
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:32 PM): so HA
CrazedCommando (5:00:40 PM): 1985
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:42 PM): tat's only a really really small part
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:48 PM): i like EVERYTHING
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:51 PM): except techno and opera
CrazedCommando (5:00:53 PM): and other such garbage
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:08 PM): yeah call EVERYTHING garbage!
CrazedCommando (5:01:19 PM): you dont listen to everything
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:23 PM): yeah i do
CrazedCommando (5:01:37 PM): that's just what people with no musical identities say they listen to
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:44 PM): lol ur irritating me
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:55 PM): u shuld noe me betta than tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:57 PM): guess not
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:59 PM): well ur problem
CrazedCommando (5:02:18 PM): if im irritating you, its your problem
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:02:26 PM): i wasn't talkin about tat
CrazedCommando (5:02:27 PM): i have no problem with being annoying
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:02:30 PM): So OHHHHHHHHHHHH
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:02:48 PM): ok w.e.
CrazedCommando (5:02:57 PM): well if what you listen to is soooo great
CrazedCommando (5:03:03 PM): why dont you tell me wjhat it is
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:03:11 PM): cuz i listen to a lot of stuff
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:03:14 PM): variety
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:03:18 PM): u noe tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:03:22 PM): rite?
CrazedCommando (5:04:56 PM): variety?
CrazedCommando (5:05:09 PM): harhhar\i listen to maybe 6 groups
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:05:26 PM): umm ok
CrazedCommando (5:05:52 PM): or is there a band called variety
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:06:49 PM): hahaha not tat i noe of
CrazedCommando (5:07:19 PM): well i dont care, if its modern its crap
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:07:43 PM): well some of the music i like is modern and i don't care if u think it's crap
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:07:50 PM): as long as i like it i'm satisfied
CrazedCommando (5:08:54 PM): bah
CrazedCommando (5:08:56 PM): brb
CrazedCommando (5:15:52 PM): bsck
CrazedCommando (5:15:54 PM): in black
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:15:57 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (5:15:57 PM): i hit the sack
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:16:29 PM): uhh ok
CrazedCommando (5:17:26 PM): alex is coming over
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:17:31 PM): yay
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:17:32 PM): wit nat?
CrazedCommando (5:17:39 PM): i dont think so
CrazedCommando (5:57:14 PM): s what is up at this exact moment?
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:57:22 PM): typin my sis's hw
CrazedCommando (5:57:40 PM): is she paying you?
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:57:48 PM): nope
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:57:51 PM): i just can do it faaster
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:57:55 PM): plus i get to hog the comp
CrazedCommando (5:58:28 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (6:00:47 PM): so, why dont you ever want to try drugs?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:01:14 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:01:14 PM): no
CrazedCommando (6:01:22 PM): why
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:01:35 PM): CUZ I JUST DONT
CrazedCommando (6:01:46 PM): WHY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:02:01 PM): I DONT HAVE A REASON
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:02:03 PM): AND I DONT NEED ONE
CrazedCommando (6:02:16 PM): WELL YOU SHOULD TRY IT BEFORE YOU KNOCK IT
CrazedCommando (6:02:33 PM): GOD I HATE ALL THESE ANTI-DRUG KIDS THESE DAYS
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:02:57 PM): GOD I HATE ALL THESE KIDS WHO CAN'T JUST ENJOY DRUGS ON THEIR OWN AND HAVE NO LIFE SO THEY NEED TO DRAG OTHA PPL
CrazedCommando (6:03:52 PM): WELL I HATE ALL THESE KIDS WHOSE ONLY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO GET A "GOOD" JOB WHERE YOU PANDER TO THE IDIOTIC WHIMS OF SOME BOSS AND DIE AT 65 WITH STOMACH ULCERS AND A COMPLETELY APATHETIC FAMILY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:39 PM): AHAHAHA
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:41 PM): BUT NO
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:43 PM): U DON'T NOE SHIT
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:51 PM): I DON'T WANT TO HAVE AN APATHETIC FAMILY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:55 PM): HOW DO U NOE I EVEN WANT A FUCKIN FAMILY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:57 PM): AND I DON'T WANT A BOSS
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:00 PM): I WORK ON MY OWN
CrazedCommando (6:05:02 PM): IF I DONT KNOW SHIT, THEN YOU KNOW... NEGATIVE SHIT!
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:05 PM): I'M GONNA B MY OWN FUCKIN BOSS U
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:09 PM): GONNA B A HOBO
CrazedCommando (6:05:24 PM): I'M GONNA BE A ROCK STAR OR A MASTERMIND CRIMINAL
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:32 PM): AHAHAH
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:35 PM): END WIT UR LIFE IN JAIL
CrazedCommando (6:05:36 PM): YOU ARE GOING TO BE A NURSE OR SECRATARY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:40 PM): WAT THE FUCK
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:43 PM): I'M MORE CLEVER THAN U
CrazedCommando (6:05:47 PM): NOTIN THE LEAST
CrazedCommando (6:06:15 PM): OR DO I NEED TO DEFINE "LEAST" FOR YOU
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:06:33 PM): ARGh
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:06:49 PM): ROCK STAR MY ASS
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:06:59 PM): SOME CRIMINAL MASTERMIND
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:07:08 PM): UR GONNA B HIGH OFF OF DRUGS
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:07:12 PM): U CAN'T THINK
CrazedCommando (6:07:15 PM): WELL SOME ACTRESS
CrazedCommando (6:07:22 PM): YOU CANT ACT
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:07:43 PM): HOW THE FUCK WULD U NOE
CrazedCommando (6:08:10 PM): ITS AN EDUCATED GUESS
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:08:46 PM): WAT THE FUCK U MEAN EDUCATED
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:09:39 PM): UR A FUCKIN CREEP
CrazedCommando (6:09:42 PM): THIS COMING FROM SOMEONE WHO CANT EVEN TYPE OUT HER FULL WORDS
CrazedCommando (6:09:49 PM): AND YOU'RE A BITCH
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:09:55 PM): I CAN STILL TYPE FASTER THAN U
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:11 PM): WORDS ARE ONLY MEANT FOR COMMUNICA TION PURPOSES
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:13 PM): IF U NOE WAT I'M SAYIN
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:15 PM): IT'S ALL GOOD
CrazedCommando (6:10:22 PM): NOPE
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:49 PM): SEE IF I GIVE A FUCKIN SHIT
CrazedCommando (6:11:11 PM): clearly you do
CrazedCommando (6:11:19 PM): carrying on like a madwoman
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:37 PM): DID U JUST CALL ME A BITCH B4?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:47 PM): IF ANYTHING U WERE THE FUCKIN BITCH IN OUR RELATIONSHIP
CrazedCommando (6:11:47 PM): yes
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:52 PM): SO U NEED TO SHUT THE FUC KUP
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:54 PM): FUCK*
CrazedCommando (6:12:03 PM): oooooh, i'm sooo offended
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:12:14 PM): ooooh how mature
CrazedCommando (6:12:25 PM): you are just a poor, ignorant harlot
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:13:46 PM): poor?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:13:55 PM): i'm not the one living in that craphole u call home
CrazedCommando (6:13:57 PM): poor as in sad
CrazedCommando (6:14:11 PM): and at least i can afford my own clothes
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:14:33 PM): YEAH NO DUH THEY'RE WORTH LIKE A DOLLAR
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:15:12 PM): AND DO U NOE WAT A FUCKIN HARLOT IS
CrazedCommando (6:15:19 PM): yep
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:15:28 PM): IF U DID THEN WHY THE FUCK WULDN'T I B ABLE TO AFFORD MY OWN CLOTHES
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:15:33 PM): I'D B RICHER THAN U'D EVER B
CrazedCommando (6:15:42 PM): and pathetic too
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:15:55 PM): o wow i'm sooo hurt
CrazedCommando (6:16:08 PM): clearly you are, typing in all caps like you are
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:16:09 PM): I'M NOT THE ONE ACTING LIKE A BIG BABY ABOUT THE BREAK UP
CrazedCommando (6:16:24 PM): you are now
CrazedCommando (6:16:41 PM): at least i can commit, you promiscuous hag!
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:07 PM): AT LEAST I DON'T LIE
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:12 PM): WAT HAPPENED TO
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:23 PM): ME SUPPOSEDLY BEING "HOT"
CrazedCommando (6:17:34 PM): you still are
CrazedCommando (6:17:48 PM): too bad you dont have looks and personality
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:49 PM): and i dont have sexual relations
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:52 PM): i haven't even done it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:58 PM): in fact i'm against SEX until i'm married!
CrazedCommando (6:18:07 PM): well that's stupid
CrazedCommando (6:18:19 PM): since youll never be committed enough to marry
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:18:27 PM): MAYB U JUST WEREN'T THE RITE GUY
CrazedCommando (6:18:58 PM): maybe, but you'll be hard pressed to find someone who will cater as easily to your pathetic complaints
CrazedCommando (6:19:15 PM): brb
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:19:18 PM): WELL AT LEAST I CAN FIND SOMEONE
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:19:20 PM): UNLIKE U
CrazedCommando (6:20:58 PM): well a fat lot of good it will do you
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:22:07 PM): still betta than being alone the rest of my life
CrazedCommando (6:23:08 PM): maybe for you
CrazedCommando (6:23:46 PM): but those who need love are the onees who who end up withou
CrazedCommando (6:23:47 PM): t
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:24:02 PM): WAT THE FUCK U TALKIN ABOUT
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:24:42 PM): I'M NOT THE ONE WHO HADN'T HAD A GF UNTIL THE AGE OF 15 AND ALMOST 16
CrazedCommando (6:25:01 PM): right, because i didnt care
CrazedCommando (6:25:30 PM): meanwhile, you had a boyfriend in, what was it, 7th grade?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:25:37 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:25:39 PM): b4 tat
CrazedCommando (6:25:42 PM): clearly you are emotionally dependant
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:25:57 PM): NO CUZ I AM SOCIALLY ACCEPTED
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:22 PM): AND PEOPLE ACTUALLY WANT ME
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:46 PM): I'M NOT A RECLUSE
CrazedCommando (6:27:22 PM): well you can take your society and shove it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:27:37 PM): yeah up ur ass
CrazedCommando (6:28:18 PM): that was stupid and unfunny, much like its teller
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:29:34 PM): I'M STUPID AND UNFUNNY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:29:37 PM): UR THE FUCKIN CORNY ONE
CrazedCommando (6:30:21 PM): corny jokes are better than none
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:30:56 PM): tat's where ur wrong
CrazedCommando (6:31:00 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:31:02 PM): yes
CrazedCommando (6:31:12 PM): im a hit with my audiences
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:31:22 PM): more like they wanna hit u
CrazedCommando (6:31:27 PM): you're just another face in the crowd
CrazedCommando (6:31:32 PM): you're average
CrazedCommando (6:31:35 PM): face it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:31:39 PM): yeah just like u loved the average girl eh
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:31:39 PM): ?
CrazedCommando (6:31:52 PM): opposites attract
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:32:18 PM): u don't believe in cliches
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:32:28 PM): ur a fuckin hypocrite
CrazedCommando (6:32:42 PM): i never said i didnt belive in cliches
CrazedCommando (6:32:46 PM): youre a liaar
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:33:08 PM): u noe wat fine i don't give a shit about wat u think
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:33:10 PM): do wat u want
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:33:12 PM): have a nice life!
CrazedCommando (6:33:15 PM): good, i will
CrazedCommando (6:33:20 PM): BYE
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III.
CrazedCommando (5:43:06 PM): I hear tell you're willing to forgive and forger
CrazedCommando (5:43:08 PM): t
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:43:30 PM): i've always been ready i neva really got mad at u until u dissed veronica
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:43:36 PM): wat u did was inappropriate
CrazedCommando (5:43:56 PM): granted, but an angry Eli is a reckless Eli
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:44:04 PM): no excuse for tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:44:09 PM): u noe how much her dad means to her?
CrazedCommando (5:44:32 PM): well do you know how ashamed I am of my own bizarre pornographic taste?
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:44:43 PM): wat matters more?
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:44:48 PM): a death or a joke about porn?
CrazedCommando (5:45:01 PM): like I said
CrazedCommando (5:45:05 PM): reckless
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:27 PM): i don't care
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:28 PM): i mean
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:34 PM): veronica really doesn't want me talkin to u
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:38 PM): and i can see why
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:44 PM): but
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:46 PM): i dunno
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:55 PM): if u culd get her to forgive u
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:46:00 PM): then i'd forgive u
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:46:04 PM): but if not i don't think i can
CrazedCommando (5:46:16 PM): well I don't think I'd be able to
CrazedCommando (5:46:52 PM): and if it takes me patching things up with veronica to make you forgive me, well then I guess I'll just be hated eternally
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:47:08 PM): ur choice
CrazedCommando (5:47:39 PM): It's just as much your choice as it is mine
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:48:02 PM): tru but u noe wat
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:48:09 PM): veronica matters more to me rite now
CrazedCommando (5:48:16 PM): I would imagine
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:48:22 PM): especially since u did the worst thing of all
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:48:25 PM): talkin about her father like tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:48:29 PM): have u noe shame
CrazedCommando (5:48:54 PM): shame, tact, and guilt are not words in my vernacular
CrazedCommando (5:49:03 PM): they only serve as a hindrance
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:49:17 PM): well u betta learn them
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:49:33 PM): cuz i dun't care how badly u were hurt compared to how low u were to say such a thing
CrazedCommando (5:49:59 PM): well if you dont care about that, then I see no reason to make amends, and I stand by everything I said
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:50:35 PM): as u wish
CrazedCommando (5:52:57 PM): well som much for that, then
CrazedCommando (6:08:33 PM): Well, since these are the last words you'll hear from me (unless you change your tune), I might as well make them good
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:08:35 PM): dy
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:08:49 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:08:51 PM): don't even start
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:08:56 PM): if u can't grow up
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:09:01 PM): i don't think i wanna hear wat u gotta say
CrazedCommando (6:09:29 PM): Growing up is a vague term, and totally subjective
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:09:36 PM): make wat u want of it
CrazedCommando (6:10:08 PM): well then, I want growing up to mean not being hindered by childish notions like "growing up"
CrazedCommando (6:10:36 PM): Anyway, farewell speech:
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:40 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:42 PM): i dun't wanna hear it
CrazedCommando (6:10:50 PM): well technically, you are reading it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:58 PM): not a jokin mood
CrazedCommando (6:11:03 PM): a pity
CrazedCommando (6:11:14 PM): fine, no farewell speech
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:50 PM): if anything's a pity
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:55 PM): it'd b u still not gettin it thru ur head
CrazedCommando (6:12:05 PM): oh,that's real mature
CrazedCommando (6:12:14 PM): why dont you take your own advice, sister
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:12:29 PM): tryin to b ghetto now?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:12:31 PM): look
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:12:34 PM): i dun't care how mature i am
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:12:45 PM): i dun't have a problem wit myself
CrazedCommando (6:13:30 PM): well neither do I
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:13:42 PM): point is
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:13:49 PM): i have a problem wit the way ur acting
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:14:02 PM): so that means i dunt wanna have to deal wit this again
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:14:07 PM): i'm not tryin to b mean
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:14:13 PM): i just want u to understand
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:14:15 PM): wat u did was wrong
CrazedCommando (6:15:17 PM): well I've had to deal with a LOT more childish behavior from you, so lets just stop this whole attitude thing
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:15:42 PM): u noe wat i don't wanna argue so u noe wat forget it
CrazedCommando (6:15:44 PM): or, with you simply stop talking to me because you cant handle it?
CrazedCommando (6:15:48 PM): I knew it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:16:08 PM): i don't care
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:16:11 PM): i can make my own decisions
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:16:15 PM): i dont' deserve this
CrazedCommando (6:16:19 PM): yes you do
CrazedCommando (6:16:31 PM): you totally deserve it
CrazedCommando (6:16:38 PM): would you like me to make a list of why?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:16:44 PM): no tat's ok
CrazedCommando (6:17:08 PM): ok, good, i wouldn't want to get carpal tunnel syndrome from typing all night
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:15 PM): if u don't wanna talk to me just stop
CrazedCommando (6:17:29 PM): I do want to talk to you, that's why im still doing it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:41 PM): too bad cuz i'm suddenly not in the mood to talk to u
CrazedCommando (6:17:59 PM): ah there we go again, that familiar mood
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:18:11 PM): have u ever wonder why i'm in that mood
CrazedCommando (6:18:21 PM): yes and no
CrazedCommando (6:18:55 PM): I know that it is because of what I say, but then I wonder why it is that the same things I say to everyone i know have such an effect on you
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:19:23 PM): u don't noe shit
CrazedCommando (6:19:48 PM): I know plenty
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:20:10 PM): look point is
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:20:27 PM): i can't talk to u witout feelin pissed afta wat u said to veronica
CrazedCommando (6:20:46 PM): all emotions fade with time, you of all people should know ir
CrazedCommando (6:20:47 PM): t
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:21:07 PM): for veronica
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:21:11 PM): it's gonna last longer
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:21:13 PM): cuz of ur stupid comment
CrazedCommando (6:22:41 PM): Hurtful, yes, insensitive, yes
CrazedCommando (6:22:46 PM): but hardly stupid
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:22:58 PM): w.e. u get the point
CrazedCommando (6:24:03 PM): well maybe if you hand't told me in the first place, we wouldn't be having this problem
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:24:16 PM): ooo now blamin me huh
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:24:17 PM): fine
CrazedCommando (6:24:34 PM): Anyway, I have to play World of Warcraft, so if ya have anything else to say, now's the time
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:24:43 PM): yeah grow up
CrazedCommando (6:25:07 PM): i said something else
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:25:25 PM): those are the only things i can think of rite now
CrazedCommando (6:25:42 PM): maybe you should get your head examined then
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:25:58 PM): ur missin the fuckin point
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:12 PM): god this is exactly wat i mean
CrazedCommando (6:26:19 PM): i see your point, its jsut invalid
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:24 PM): i'm not tryin to diss u or anything i'm just sayin wat i think u need to see
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:30 PM): seriously
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:46 PM): makin fun of someone's death is fuckin low
CrazedCommando (6:27:06 PM): maybe you see it as low
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:27:22 PM): i don't care how I c it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:27:27 PM): but tat's wat veronica sees it as
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:27:29 PM): it's her fuckin dad
CrazedCommando (6:27:56 PM): right, well, I didnt say :why dont you kill yourself like your dad" or "HE was fucked up, yo"
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:28:19 PM): U SAid GO CRY ABOUT DADDY
CrazedCommando (6:28:23 PM): i in no way attacked his character
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:28:32 PM): DOESN"T FUCKIN MATTER WAT U SAY IF U SAY SOMETHING ABOUT HIM BEING DEAD PERIOD
CrazedCommando (6:28:34 PM): nor the tragedy of his demise
CrazedCommando (6:28:55 PM): well then I think you gals need to loosen up
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:29:02 PM): AHAHAHHA
CrazedCommando (6:29:08 PM): in fact, I'll grow up when you loosen up when hell freezes over
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:29:14 PM): YEAH LIKE I'M GONNA LOOSEN UP ABOUT U TALKIN ABOUT MY BFF DAD
CrazedCommando (6:29:25 PM): i meant in general
CrazedCommando (6:29:39 PM): the arguments presented here are about more than just recent events
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:29:42 PM): well u just made it ten times harder
CrazedCommando (6:30:30 PM): Well it doesn't matter to me, I'm over it. I just hope for your sake that you loosen up, lest you succumb to terminal high blod pressure
CrazedCommando (6:30:34 PM): blood*
CrazedCommando (6:32:05 PM): Anyway, World of warcraft awaits, so I will leave you with the knowledge that I suckered you into my planned farewell speech
CrazedCommando (6:32:10 PM): g'day
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:32:57 PM): (applauds)
Auto response from CrazedCommando (6:32:57 PM): Drum Master E is...Out.
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:32:59 PM): congratsStAr10009FoReVeR is away at 7:21:42 PM. StAr10009FoReVeR returned at 7:47:42 PM. StAr10009FoReVeR is away at 8:41:43 PM.
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StAr10009FoReVeR (9:26:57 PM): i just wanna say one thing
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:27:00 PM): look at veronica's profile
CrazedCommando (9:27:40 PM): she's not on my buddy list anymore
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:27:55 PM): o rite
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:28:06 PM): well it has a really sad poem about her dad dying
CrazedCommando (9:29:20 PM): what do you want from me?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:29:39 PM): feel some sort of guilt
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:29:47 PM): know tat u said something totally out of line
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:29:52 PM): i want u feel ashamed
CrazedCommando (9:30:11 PM): for your own personal satisfaction?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:30:17 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:30:20 PM): i want u to truly feel it
CrazedCommando (9:30:33 PM): right, but why?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:30:48 PM): cuz it is the worst punishment u can get from it
CrazedCommando (9:31:10 PM): you're not getting what I am asking
CrazedCommando (9:31:25 PM): why do you want me punished?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:31:34 PM): cuz wat u did was wrong
CrazedCommando (9:32:37 PM): well one could argue any which way about what is wrong or roght
CrazedCommando (9:32:53 PM): not saying that i do, but suppose i thought it was wrong that you lost interest?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:33:36 PM): it doesn't compare
CrazedCommando (9:34:12 PM): suppose I thought it did?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:34:29 PM): then u obviously have something wrong wit ur head
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:34:32 PM): no offense
CrazedCommando (9:34:37 PM): i could say the same thing about you
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:34:39 PM): but u can't compare this to her father's death
CrazedCommando (9:34:53 PM): did I kill her father?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:04 PM): but u did elevate the pain
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:13 PM): she doesn't need to hear wat she did from u
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:16 PM): go cry about daddy
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:18 PM): u noe she did
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:22 PM): u triggered it
CrazedCommando (9:35:33 PM): well dont you think it elevated my pain when she said that you "got bored" of me?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:55 PM): they're different levels of pain
CrazedCommando (9:36:10 PM): says you
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:36:16 PM): it's not like i'm someone who raised u and knew for all of ur life tat died
CrazedCommando (9:36:18 PM): how could you possibly know?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:36:28 PM): cuz it's so obvious that a death means more
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:36:32 PM): death is permament
CrazedCommando (9:36:45 PM): well so is this breakup, unless you're a liar
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:36:53 PM): yeah but we can still talk
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:36:56 PM): they can't
CrazedCommando (9:37:50 PM): Well im not denying that his death was sad, and I know i'd be pretty fucked if my dad died
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:38:08 PM): and have someone rub it in
CrazedCommando (9:38:13 PM): but I wouldn't go around throwing people's secrets in their faces to get a reaction
CrazedCommando (9:38:17 PM): i was provoked
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:38:22 PM): no excuse
CrazedCommando (9:38:29 PM): its plenty excuse
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:38:33 PM): no
CrazedCommando (9:38:42 PM): not once did i ever mention her dad except in consolation before that
CrazedCommando (9:38:48 PM): it wasnt even on my mind
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:38:57 PM): well obviously it was wen u mentioned it
CrazedCommando (9:39:21 PM): right, because we each knew one secret of the other person's
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:27 PM): i noe
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:28 PM): but
CrazedCommando (9:39:32 PM): if someone should have thought before they spoke, it was her
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:47 PM): yeah but no one b4 u wuld b such a jerk
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:49 PM): to actually
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:53 PM): say something about a death
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:59 PM): nobody
CrazedCommando (9:40:35 PM): im sure hitler would have
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:41:00 PM): tat's not funni
CrazedCommando (9:41:17 PM): I talk for 3 reasons: to inform, offend, and amuse
CrazedCommando (9:41:23 PM): she got the unlucky 1/3
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:41:43 PM): i don't care unlucky or lucky or anything like tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:41:54 PM): u can't keep pretending u didn't do anything wrong
CrazedCommando (9:42:12 PM): im not pretending
CrazedCommando (9:42:18 PM): I know i didnt do anything wrong
CrazedCommando (9:42:22 PM): extreme
CrazedCommando (9:42:25 PM): drastic
CrazedCommando (9:42:32 PM): not wrong
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:42:56 PM): completely wrong
CrazedCommando (9:43:40 PM): i hate to dig up the past, but do you know what else was completely wrong?
CrazedCommando (9:43:51 PM): you flirting with other guys behind my back
CrazedCommando (9:44:02 PM): and planning on taking me to the homecoming as a friend
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:44:28 PM): omg u dont' even noe the whole fuckin story
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:44:33 PM): and stop changin the whole fuckin story
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:44:41 PM): and subject
CrazedCommando (9:44:46 PM): haha
CrazedCommando (9:44:54 PM): I've made my point
CrazedCommando (9:45:08 PM): and no amount of block-headed refusal on your part is going to change it
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:45:43 PM): u noe wat nvm
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:45:44 PM): i give upStAr10009FoReVeR signed off at 9:45:59 PM.
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Apologies for my wanton sexuality, thank the gods it has never been seen again.
I.
CrazedCommando (10:33:54 PM): hey
CrazedCommando (10:34:02 PM): fucing teo turned my comoputer off
CrazedCommando (10:34:51 PM): its clear that nowis a time to be sorting priorities
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:35:16 PM): school
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:35:17 PM): work
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:35:18 PM): sry
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:35:24 PM): socializing isn't very high on my list
CrazedCommando (10:35:35 PM): i see
CrazedCommando (10:36:10 PM): this is very, very painful
CrazedCommando (10:37:40 PM): ugh
CrazedCommando (10:38:39 PM): we seem to be communicating fine now
CrazedCommando (10:39:23 PM): at least I am
CrazedCommando (10:39:32 PM): *brick wall*
CrazedCommando (10:41:33 PM): c'mon, please talk
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:41:51 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (10:43:30 PM): what am I going to do
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:43:39 PM): wat's purgatory?
CrazedCommando (10:43:53 PM): a torturous middle ground between heaven and hell
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:44:05 PM): so is it a place of judgement?
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:44:15 PM): or just sufferin
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:44:16 PM): and where
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:44:20 PM): sins need to b purifed
CrazedCommando (10:44:54 PM): no, its just where unbaptized babies go, and you can go either way from purgatory, depending on your actions
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:46:51 PM): damn
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:46:55 PM): it's a place of judgement
CrazedCommando (10:47:08 PM): why?
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:47:26 PM): school stuff
CrazedCommando (10:48:09 PM): always the school stuff
CrazedCommando (10:49:33 PM): oh dearest
CrazedCommando (10:49:48 PM): please do not forsake our relationship
CrazedCommando (10:50:02 PM): i do not think my heart cold take it
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:50:24 PM): i'm not tryin to
CrazedCommando (10:51:28 PM): i know
CrazedCommando (10:51:41 PM): but still
CrazedCommando (10:53:23 PM): i think i need to come over tommorow
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:53:30 PM): NO WAY
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:53:34 PM): my siblings both home
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:53:35 PM): whole day
CrazedCommando (10:54:26 PM): well they were both home that time when your bro went nuts and i fingered you during jackie chan adventures
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:54:39 PM): still
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:54:41 PM): i can't anymopre
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:54:43 PM): anymoer*
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:54:47 PM): plz don't stress me out
CrazedCommando (10:55:32 PM): i dont want to
CrazedCommando (10:56:23 PM): but if for no other reason, i really need to quecnch my sexual desires
CrazedCommando (10:56:27 PM): not sex, per se
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:56:41 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:56:42 PM): k
CrazedCommando (10:56:51 PM): but i spent most of today mentally preparing to go to your house after school
CrazedCommando (10:56:56 PM): lay you donw on the bed
CrazedCommando (10:56:58 PM): and eat ya out
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:57:23 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (10:59:13 PM): I have this bruise on my fingernail, and when it was about halfway down the nail, i promised myself that before the bruise had completely came off, i'd orally service you
CrazedCommando (10:59:22 PM): i figure i have about a week left
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:59:34 PM): umm.... ok
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:59:36 PM): eli
StAr10009FoReVeR (10:59:44 PM): i think we shuld do an experiment u don't like
CrazedCommando (11:00:08 PM): pray tell, what experiment?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:00:27 PM): a week like we're single and at the end we'll either miss our relationship or agree tat it was betta
CrazedCommando (11:01:12 PM): well i hate to say it but that's sort of what last week was like
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:01:47 PM): not really
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:01:50 PM): the idea was still there
CrazedCommando (11:02:03 PM): generally one experiments with separation when a couple has seen too much of each other
CrazedCommando (11:02:18 PM): i think we need just the opposite
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:02:49 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:02:57 PM): cuz we can't do the opposite
CrazedCommando (11:03:22 PM): well if we cant ever do the opposite, then what good will this experiment do/
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:00 PM): prove something
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:32 PM): eli?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:39 PM): cant' we just TRY it?
CrazedCommando (11:04:41 PM): well if we are to have such an experiment, i need to kiss you first
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:44 PM): we're both really young
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:52 PM): u can get a kiss at the end
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:04:56 PM): i can't see u recently
CrazedCommando (11:05:07 PM): that wont do
CrazedCommando (11:05:33 PM): im tortured inside every minute of every day thinkingof all the wasted opportunitites
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:05:35 PM): Eli this isn't something we BOTH have to agree on
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:05:39 PM): u do realize
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:05:42 PM): one person can decide
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:05:43 PM): rite?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:05:52 PM): so tat outcome wuld b even worse than an experiment
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:06:00 PM): so i'm makin u choose
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:06:09 PM): permanently off or temporarily?
CrazedCommando (11:06:49 PM): well temporarily seems the obvious choice
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:07:12 PM): ok then
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:07:18 PM): don't mourn too much
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:07:26 PM): who noes u mite enjoy it more than u expect
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:07:30 PM): and don't contradict me
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:07:33 PM): just TRY
CrazedCommando (11:07:58 PM): i will try
CrazedCommando (11:08:07 PM): but i'll probably drink too
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:08:40 PM): ok well i can't control u now
CrazedCommando (11:08:44 PM): and i imagine that when teo leaves tommorow, i'll be destryoing my computer desk
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:08:51 PM): look
CrazedCommando (11:08:57 PM): and the next day i shall be tearing up my sheets
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:09:00 PM): this experiment cannot work wit u being so uncontrolled
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:09:13 PM): u need to act like normal if we weren't together
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:09:17 PM): NORMAL
CrazedCommando (11:09:42 PM): I am normally that destructive and volatile
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:09:46 PM): ok then
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:09:48 PM): do as u please
CrazedCommando (11:10:29 PM): well you may be subject to verbal abuse then
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:10:39 PM): ok
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:10:41 PM): i can take it
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:10:44 PM): and act NORMALLY
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:10:45 PM): as i wuld
CrazedCommando (11:11:21 PM): so, we're ending this mad scientist experiment next monday?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:11:26 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:11:28 PM): night
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:11:34 PM): but
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:11:37 PM): depending on the result
CrazedCommando (11:12:04 PM): yes?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:12:13 PM): we may or may not b together
CrazedCommando (11:13:05 PM): well that's all well and good, but I i ever find out that this was all just a cheap trick to leave me for a more convienient guy
CrazedCommando (11:13:16 PM): let's just say there'll be hell to pay
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:13:18 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:13:20 PM): LMAO
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:13:22 PM): ROFLMAO
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:13:42 PM): i think i'm gonna die from laughter
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:13:48 PM): ow my stomach hurts
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:00 PM): anyway
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:03 PM): this isn't a trick
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:06 PM): it's an EXPERIMENT
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:10 PM): i seriously wanna try out
CrazedCommando (11:14:22 PM): wmone are known to lie, you are no exception
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:35 PM): so i guess i'm just any women rite?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:37 PM): well men lie too
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:39 PM): we all do
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:42 PM): we're not perfect
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:43 PM): but this time
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:47 PM): i'm simply experimenting
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:14:54 PM): and going to enjoy experimenting
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:15:03 PM): i'm only 14 u noe
CrazedCommando (11:15:08 PM): enjoy it...
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:15:16 PM): come on don't b so depressing
CrazedCommando (11:15:48 PM): So angry right now i cant even respond to that
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:16:04 PM): ok this is not makin things ne better
CrazedCommando (11:16:19 PM): this whole thing isnt making things any better
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:16:35 PM): so mayb we shuld jsut break up?
CrazedCommando (11:17:20 PM): well if for no other reason, i need you to hone my social skills
CrazedCommando (11:17:54 PM): i doubt there are many girls that would put up with my glaring incompetence
CrazedCommando (11:19:30 PM): so if i dont have my way with you (to some extent), I'll end up romantically mal-adjusted, angry and bitter
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:19:47 PM): umm
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:19:48 PM): eli
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:19:52 PM): not helping
CrazedCommando (11:20:34 PM): well i figure if we are to come to such a crossroads, you might as well know all the facts
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:21:00 PM): u noe
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:21:03 PM): wen u say things like tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:21:05 PM): in the end
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:21:11 PM): i'm just gonna end up feeling trappd
CrazedCommando (11:21:28 PM): well then i guess im just destined to live alone
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:22:12 PM): ARGH
CrazedCommando (11:22:23 PM): haha, that last one was a joke
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:22:54 PM): ok
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:22:55 PM): good
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:22:56 PM): anyway
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:22:59 PM): gtg sleep
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:00 PM): bye bye
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:01 PM): good nite
CrazedCommando (11:23:08 PM): have a good week
CrazedCommando (11:23:16 PM): i know i will
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:18 PM): sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:19 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:21 PM): tat's the attitude
CrazedCommando (11:23:33 PM): here comes the drug train!!!
CrazedCommando (11:23:35 PM): haha
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:23:37 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (11:23:41 PM): anyway, g'nite
CrazedCommando (11:24:07 PM): one last question
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:24:07 PM): ep
CrazedCommando (11:24:32 PM): did you mean every 143 and I love you? because I did
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:24:54 PM): i honestly don't noe
CrazedCommando (11:25:14 PM): well i guess you are only 14
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:25:36 PM): eli stop
CrazedCommando (11:25:49 PM): stop what?
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:26:06 PM): stop doing tat
CrazedCommando (11:26:34 PM): oh, asking depressing questions
CrazedCommando (11:26:38 PM): right-o
StAr10009FoReVeR (11:26:44 PM): bye byeStAr10009FoReVeR signed off at 11:26:49 PM.
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CrazedCommando (12:11:30 PM): i had the weirdest dream
Auto response from StAr10009FoReVeR (12:11:32 PM): i find u ppl boring so i'm just gonna watch some TELE!!! :-D Well i'm jk about the borin part... for most of u... anyway im me if u want
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:02 PM): yes?StAr10009FoReVeR returned at 12:12:02 PM.
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:24 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:27 PM): i noe wat ur gonna say
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:30 PM): and yes
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:31 PM): it was real
CrazedCommando (12:12:32 PM): i had a dream that we were talking on aim and you came up with this kooky expewriment that lasted a week
CrazedCommando (12:12:35 PM): o lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:12:59 PM): well
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:13:10 PM): i gtg back to my studying and my sibs want the computer
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:13:12 PM): so i will ttyl
CrazedCommando (12:13:17 PM): ok byeStAr10009FoReVeR is away at 12:13:25 PM. StAr10009FoReVeR returned at 12:54:52 PM.
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:54:52 PM): ok we need to talk
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:55:17 PM): ELI
StAr10009FoReVeR (12:57:11 PM): argh
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:23 PM): ok eli
Auto response from CrazedCommando (1:14:24 PM): I am away from my computer right now.
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:26 PM): since ur away
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:29 PM): and not coming back
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:31 PM): for so long
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:34 PM): i'm just gonna
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:37 PM): leave u a message
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:43 PM): ok
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:46 PM): so here i go:
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:14:55 PM): Eli i can't believe i'm saying this
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:00 PM): but i lost my feelings for u
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:09 PM): they hadn't been there for a while now and i kept denyin it
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:14 PM): thinkin tat mayb it'll come back
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:20 PM): but i noe it's not gonna
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:23 PM): and i'm really sorry
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:32 PM): i didn't plan on any of this
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:39 PM): i just don't think this is gonna work out
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:52 PM): so
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:15:58 PM): i think we shuld just b friends
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:16:01 PM): wen u get back
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:16:02 PM): im me
CrazedCommando (1:19:44 PM): hello
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:19:54 PM): did u read all tat?
CrazedCommando (1:20:16 PM): yep
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:20:21 PM): .... i'm sorry
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:20:47 PM): are u gonna talk to me?
CrazedCommando (1:20:50 PM): yes
CrazedCommando (1:21:01 PM): well
CrazedCommando (1:21:12 PM): hmm
CrazedCommando (1:21:53 PM): there really isnt anything to be sorry about; if that's how you feel, so be it
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:22:06 PM): umm ok
CrazedCommando (1:22:18 PM): i cant say i didnt see this coming
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:22:31 PM): i was neva really good at the commitment thing
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:22:41 PM): i knew eventually i'd lose interest... i always do
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:22:46 PM): and this was the longest relationship ever
CrazedCommando (1:22:55 PM): nearly 6 months
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:22:58 PM): and i don't regret any of it
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:23:18 PM): yeah and the second longest was a month and two weeks (lost interest in one week)
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:23:24 PM): tat was wit jesse
CrazedCommando (1:23:30 PM): i see
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:23:40 PM): this one i actually had interest up until like some weeks ago
CrazedCommando (1:24:38 PM): i think you could hae at least done me the favor of telling me on the phone
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:24:56 PM): i was gonna
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:25:01 PM): but then my sibs were lingerin around
CrazedCommando (1:25:56 PM): well here's where i'd normally try to persuade you to reconsider
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:26:04 PM): yea...
CrazedCommando (1:26:25 PM): but I think it wouln't work
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:26:56 PM): no it wuldn't
CrazedCommando (1:27:36 PM): well i'd've liked some kind of parting... something
CrazedCommando (1:27:51 PM): but it's not necessary
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:28:01 PM): well
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:28:07 PM): we are gonna stay friends rite?
CrazedCommando (1:28:21 PM): i dont know
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:28:55 PM): y not?
CrazedCommando (1:29:46 PM): well
CrazedCommando (1:30:02 PM): we don't have that much common ground
CrazedCommando (1:30:22 PM): and not really much to be friends about
CrazedCommando (1:30:27 PM): to be brutally honest
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:30:54 PM): ok then
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:30:56 PM): suit urself
CrazedCommando (1:32:06 PM): agh
CrazedCommando (1:32:25 PM): this is just... bad on so many levels
CrazedCommando (1:33:34 PM): well i guess we can still talk
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:33:56 PM): yup
CrazedCommando (1:34:14 PM): well can i at least ask why you lost interest?
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:34:28 PM): i dunno
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:34:31 PM): it just sorta happened
CrazedCommando (1:36:17 PM): well im going to send you a song
CrazedCommando (1:36:20 PM): and elvis song
CrazedCommando (1:36:26 PM): very appropriate to the situationCrazedCommando wants to directly connect (1:36:29 PM). StAr10009FoReVeR is now directly connected (1:36:30 PM).
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:36:50 PM): as usual
CrazedCommando (1:36:52 PM):
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:36:53 PM): always an elvis song
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:38:44 PM): finallyThe connection with StAr10009FoReVeR was not successful. Make sure that your Buddy is using the latest version of AIM. Changing your settings in the Firewall preference may help. Also both you and your Buddy may need to adjust the settings of the firewall software on your individual networks (1:42:48 PM).
CrazedCommando (1:42:59 PM): didya hear the whole thing
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:43:10 PM): i'm in like the middle
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:45:29 PM): listened to all of it
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:45:37 PM): ur makin me feel guilty
CrazedCommando (1:46:17 PM): not trying to
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:46:23 PM): ok ok
CrazedCommando (1:46:55 PM): do you think there will ever be any chance that we may get back together?
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:47:30 PM): who noes
CrazedCommando (1:48:33 PM): is that just your inderect alternitave answer for "no"?
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:48:52 PM): no i'm just not sure
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:48:54 PM): i don't noe
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:48:56 PM): i can't control fate
CrazedCommando (1:49:15 PM): fate is what you make of it
CrazedCommando (1:52:03 PM): anyway, i dont think the effect of this has even his me yet
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:52:10 PM): ok
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:52:11 PM): well
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:52:15 PM): i dont noe wat to say
CrazedCommando (1:54:09 PM): there really isnt anthing left to say
CrazedCommando (1:54:48 PM): I can only hope that tommorow I'll come home from school and you'll say "I was wrong,lets go see a movie/have sex"
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:54:54 PM): LOL
CrazedCommando (1:56:52 PM): well at least i still make you laugh
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:56:58 PM): of course
CrazedCommando (1:58:05 PM): I say we give it the full week before jumping to any conclusions
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:10 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:12 PM): sry
CrazedCommando (1:58:37 PM): the only conclusion i can draw is that there is another man
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:38 PM): bit
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:48 PM): wrong im
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:48 PM): anyway
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:50 PM): nope
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:55 PM): eli i told u
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:58:58 PM): i lost interest for weeks
StAr10009FoReVeR (1:59:02 PM): i just wasn't sure
CrazedCommando (1:59:57 PM): well why cant you give me a chance to make interest
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:00:25 PM): eli
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:00:28 PM): i'm not gonna reconsider
CrazedCommando (2:01:11 PM): then you were lying before when you said that you didnt know if we could get back together
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:01:20 PM): eli stop
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:01:29 PM): anything's possible
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:01:31 PM): but rite now
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:01:34 PM): i'm not gonna reconsider
CrazedCommando (2:03:59 PM): well this definitely ruined my week
CrazedCommando (2:06:50 PM): AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:08:16 PM): stop
CrazedCommando (2:09:09 PM): why should I stop?
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:09:17 PM): it's frustrati
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:09:22 PM): frustrating
CrazedCommando (2:10:06 PM): as frustating as this whole situation
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:10:30 PM): yeah well i'm gonna cook rice now
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:10:32 PM): so bbl
CrazedCommando (2:10:42 PM): fine
CrazedCommando (2:43:08 PM): is your rice done?
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:43:14 PM): o shit
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:43:16 PM): sry i forgot
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:43:20 PM): i was doing my math hw
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:43:22 PM): after ward
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:43:24 PM): and sry
CrazedCommando (2:43:40 PM): afterwards
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:44:10 PM): o well now i gtg eat
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:44:14 PM): so sry
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:44:17 PM): i really amStAr10009FoReVeR is away at 2:44:32 PM.
CrazedCommando (2:44:36 PM): well its not like i have anything else to say, so enjoy your food
Auto response from StAr10009FoReVeR (2:44:36 PM): My insides tighten, My lips start to tremble, My soul is frightened, My whole world dissembles. My eyes water, My hands grow old, My happiness slaughtered, My body with too much of a load. My knees go weak, My worries grow, My emotions at a peak, And nobody would know...
CrazedCommando (2:45:12 PM): well you managed to sum up how I feel in a nice little poem
Auto response from StAr10009FoReVeR (2:45:12 PM): My insides tighten, My lips start to tremble, My soul is frightened, My whole world dissembles. My eyes water, My hands grow old, My happiness slaughtered, My body with too much of a load. My knees go weak, My worries grow, My emotions at a peak, And nobody would know...
StAr10009FoReVeR returned at 2:47:09 PM.
StAr10009FoReVeR (2:47:25 PM): eli u make things too awkward
CrazedCommando (2:48:13 PM): if you were expecting this to be easy, you were sorley mistakenStAr10009FoReVeR is away at 2:55:33 PM. StAr10009FoReVeR returned at 3:16:24 PM.
CrazedCommando (3:31:08 PM): howdy, friend
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:32:25 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:32:25 PM): hi
CrazedCommando (3:33:23 PM): what is your thought on friends with benefits
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:33:34 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:33:39 PM): wat sorta benefits?
CrazedCommando (3:33:58 PM): well i need somewhere to stick my toungue
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:11 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:21 PM): u wanna noe something?
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:27 PM): i hate makin out no matter who it is
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:33 PM): it culd b my soul mate
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:35 PM): i don't care
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:38 PM): ever since luke
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:41 PM): i hated makin out
CrazedCommando (3:34:46 PM): weird
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:34:51 PM): yup
CrazedCommando (3:35:16 PM): there are other things that one can do out
CrazedCommando (3:35:41 PM): like eating
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:35:52 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:36:00 PM): if i feel like it
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:36:21 PM): sure
CrazedCommando (3:36:47 PM): well you know my number
StAr10009FoReVeR (3:36:50 PM): lolStAr10009FoReVeR signed on at 3:58:35 PM.
CrazedCommando (4:03:33 PM): im afraid ihave to rescind that offer
CrazedCommando (4:04:00 PM): friend with benefits does not sit well with me
CrazedCommando (4:05:42 PM): however, i've thougt it over, and i dont have any problem with being your friend
CrazedCommando (4:06:12 PM): but i gotta go nowStAr10009FoReVeR is idle at 4:06:14 PM. StAr10009FoReVeR is no longer idle at 4:18:48 PM.
CrazedCommando (4:21:35 PM): didya get all that?
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:21:41 PM): o yeah
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:22:03 PM): i agree
CrazedCommando (4:22:34 PM): now that you are my official friend, its time for drug-peer pressure
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:22:39 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:22:43 PM): not gonna work
CrazedCommando (4:23:13 PM): well we'll see about that
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:24:47 PM): ok
CrazedCommando (4:25:47 PM): so, what are you doing this weekend?
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:26:24 PM): same as usual
CrazedCommando (4:26:43 PM): do you think you;ll ever get out of that trap?
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:27:02 PM): umm wen i move out
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:27:02 PM): sure
CrazedCommando (4:27:07 PM): haha
CrazedCommando (4:27:33 PM): most unfortunate
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:31:08 PM): yup
CrazedCommando (4:38:35 PM): on the bright side of this whole affair, i can take the money i was aving for our 6-month annversary luch and use it to pay back the kidi bought acid from
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:45:34 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (4:59:36 PM): oh yes, and now since you are an official friend, prepare to have your musical taste thuroughyly heckled!
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:59:49 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (4:59:50 PM): shut up
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:10 PM): don't push me
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:15 PM): if u make fun of my musical taste
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:17 PM): i don't care
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:19 PM): bsides
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:24 PM): u don't even noe my musical taste
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:28 PM): it's basically everything
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:30 PM): i like everything
CrazedCommando (5:00:31 PM): jojo
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:32 PM): so HA
CrazedCommando (5:00:40 PM): 1985
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:42 PM): tat's only a really really small part
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:48 PM): i like EVERYTHING
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:00:51 PM): except techno and opera
CrazedCommando (5:00:53 PM): and other such garbage
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:08 PM): yeah call EVERYTHING garbage!
CrazedCommando (5:01:19 PM): you dont listen to everything
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:23 PM): yeah i do
CrazedCommando (5:01:37 PM): that's just what people with no musical identities say they listen to
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:44 PM): lol ur irritating me
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:55 PM): u shuld noe me betta than tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:57 PM): guess not
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:01:59 PM): well ur problem
CrazedCommando (5:02:18 PM): if im irritating you, its your problem
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:02:26 PM): i wasn't talkin about tat
CrazedCommando (5:02:27 PM): i have no problem with being annoying
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:02:30 PM): So OHHHHHHHHHHHH
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:02:48 PM): ok w.e.
CrazedCommando (5:02:57 PM): well if what you listen to is soooo great
CrazedCommando (5:03:03 PM): why dont you tell me wjhat it is
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:03:11 PM): cuz i listen to a lot of stuff
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:03:14 PM): variety
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:03:18 PM): u noe tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:03:22 PM): rite?
CrazedCommando (5:04:56 PM): variety?
CrazedCommando (5:05:09 PM): harhhar\i listen to maybe 6 groups
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:05:26 PM): umm ok
CrazedCommando (5:05:52 PM): or is there a band called variety
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:06:49 PM): hahaha not tat i noe of
CrazedCommando (5:07:19 PM): well i dont care, if its modern its crap
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:07:43 PM): well some of the music i like is modern and i don't care if u think it's crap
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:07:50 PM): as long as i like it i'm satisfied
CrazedCommando (5:08:54 PM): bah
CrazedCommando (5:08:56 PM): brb
CrazedCommando (5:15:52 PM): bsck
CrazedCommando (5:15:54 PM): in black
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:15:57 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (5:15:57 PM): i hit the sack
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:16:29 PM): uhh ok
CrazedCommando (5:17:26 PM): alex is coming over
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:17:31 PM): yay
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:17:32 PM): wit nat?
CrazedCommando (5:17:39 PM): i dont think so
CrazedCommando (5:57:14 PM): s what is up at this exact moment?
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:57:22 PM): typin my sis's hw
CrazedCommando (5:57:40 PM): is she paying you?
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:57:48 PM): nope
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:57:51 PM): i just can do it faaster
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:57:55 PM): plus i get to hog the comp
CrazedCommando (5:58:28 PM): lol
CrazedCommando (6:00:47 PM): so, why dont you ever want to try drugs?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:01:14 PM): lol
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:01:14 PM): no
CrazedCommando (6:01:22 PM): why
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:01:35 PM): CUZ I JUST DONT
CrazedCommando (6:01:46 PM): WHY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:02:01 PM): I DONT HAVE A REASON
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:02:03 PM): AND I DONT NEED ONE
CrazedCommando (6:02:16 PM): WELL YOU SHOULD TRY IT BEFORE YOU KNOCK IT
CrazedCommando (6:02:33 PM): GOD I HATE ALL THESE ANTI-DRUG KIDS THESE DAYS
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:02:57 PM): GOD I HATE ALL THESE KIDS WHO CAN'T JUST ENJOY DRUGS ON THEIR OWN AND HAVE NO LIFE SO THEY NEED TO DRAG OTHA PPL
CrazedCommando (6:03:52 PM): WELL I HATE ALL THESE KIDS WHOSE ONLY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO GET A "GOOD" JOB WHERE YOU PANDER TO THE IDIOTIC WHIMS OF SOME BOSS AND DIE AT 65 WITH STOMACH ULCERS AND A COMPLETELY APATHETIC FAMILY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:39 PM): AHAHAHA
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:41 PM): BUT NO
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:43 PM): U DON'T NOE SHIT
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:51 PM): I DON'T WANT TO HAVE AN APATHETIC FAMILY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:55 PM): HOW DO U NOE I EVEN WANT A FUCKIN FAMILY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:04:57 PM): AND I DON'T WANT A BOSS
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:00 PM): I WORK ON MY OWN
CrazedCommando (6:05:02 PM): IF I DONT KNOW SHIT, THEN YOU KNOW... NEGATIVE SHIT!
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:05 PM): I'M GONNA B MY OWN FUCKIN BOSS U
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:09 PM): GONNA B A HOBO
CrazedCommando (6:05:24 PM): I'M GONNA BE A ROCK STAR OR A MASTERMIND CRIMINAL
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:32 PM): AHAHAH
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:35 PM): END WIT UR LIFE IN JAIL
CrazedCommando (6:05:36 PM): YOU ARE GOING TO BE A NURSE OR SECRATARY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:40 PM): WAT THE FUCK
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:05:43 PM): I'M MORE CLEVER THAN U
CrazedCommando (6:05:47 PM): NOTIN THE LEAST
CrazedCommando (6:06:15 PM): OR DO I NEED TO DEFINE "LEAST" FOR YOU
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:06:33 PM): ARGh
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:06:49 PM): ROCK STAR MY ASS
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:06:59 PM): SOME CRIMINAL MASTERMIND
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:07:08 PM): UR GONNA B HIGH OFF OF DRUGS
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:07:12 PM): U CAN'T THINK
CrazedCommando (6:07:15 PM): WELL SOME ACTRESS
CrazedCommando (6:07:22 PM): YOU CANT ACT
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:07:43 PM): HOW THE FUCK WULD U NOE
CrazedCommando (6:08:10 PM): ITS AN EDUCATED GUESS
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:08:46 PM): WAT THE FUCK U MEAN EDUCATED
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:09:39 PM): UR A FUCKIN CREEP
CrazedCommando (6:09:42 PM): THIS COMING FROM SOMEONE WHO CANT EVEN TYPE OUT HER FULL WORDS
CrazedCommando (6:09:49 PM): AND YOU'RE A BITCH
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:09:55 PM): I CAN STILL TYPE FASTER THAN U
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:11 PM): WORDS ARE ONLY MEANT FOR COMMUNICA TION PURPOSES
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:13 PM): IF U NOE WAT I'M SAYIN
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:15 PM): IT'S ALL GOOD
CrazedCommando (6:10:22 PM): NOPE
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:49 PM): SEE IF I GIVE A FUCKIN SHIT
CrazedCommando (6:11:11 PM): clearly you do
CrazedCommando (6:11:19 PM): carrying on like a madwoman
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:37 PM): DID U JUST CALL ME A BITCH B4?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:47 PM): IF ANYTHING U WERE THE FUCKIN BITCH IN OUR RELATIONSHIP
CrazedCommando (6:11:47 PM): yes
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:52 PM): SO U NEED TO SHUT THE FUC KUP
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:54 PM): FUCK*
CrazedCommando (6:12:03 PM): oooooh, i'm sooo offended
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:12:14 PM): ooooh how mature
CrazedCommando (6:12:25 PM): you are just a poor, ignorant harlot
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:13:46 PM): poor?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:13:55 PM): i'm not the one living in that craphole u call home
CrazedCommando (6:13:57 PM): poor as in sad
CrazedCommando (6:14:11 PM): and at least i can afford my own clothes
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:14:33 PM): YEAH NO DUH THEY'RE WORTH LIKE A DOLLAR
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:15:12 PM): AND DO U NOE WAT A FUCKIN HARLOT IS
CrazedCommando (6:15:19 PM): yep
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:15:28 PM): IF U DID THEN WHY THE FUCK WULDN'T I B ABLE TO AFFORD MY OWN CLOTHES
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:15:33 PM): I'D B RICHER THAN U'D EVER B
CrazedCommando (6:15:42 PM): and pathetic too
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:15:55 PM): o wow i'm sooo hurt
CrazedCommando (6:16:08 PM): clearly you are, typing in all caps like you are
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:16:09 PM): I'M NOT THE ONE ACTING LIKE A BIG BABY ABOUT THE BREAK UP
CrazedCommando (6:16:24 PM): you are now
CrazedCommando (6:16:41 PM): at least i can commit, you promiscuous hag!
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:07 PM): AT LEAST I DON'T LIE
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:12 PM): WAT HAPPENED TO
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:23 PM): ME SUPPOSEDLY BEING "HOT"
CrazedCommando (6:17:34 PM): you still are
CrazedCommando (6:17:48 PM): too bad you dont have looks and personality
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:49 PM): and i dont have sexual relations
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:52 PM): i haven't even done it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:58 PM): in fact i'm against SEX until i'm married!
CrazedCommando (6:18:07 PM): well that's stupid
CrazedCommando (6:18:19 PM): since youll never be committed enough to marry
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:18:27 PM): MAYB U JUST WEREN'T THE RITE GUY
CrazedCommando (6:18:58 PM): maybe, but you'll be hard pressed to find someone who will cater as easily to your pathetic complaints
CrazedCommando (6:19:15 PM): brb
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:19:18 PM): WELL AT LEAST I CAN FIND SOMEONE
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:19:20 PM): UNLIKE U
CrazedCommando (6:20:58 PM): well a fat lot of good it will do you
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:22:07 PM): still betta than being alone the rest of my life
CrazedCommando (6:23:08 PM): maybe for you
CrazedCommando (6:23:46 PM): but those who need love are the onees who who end up withou
CrazedCommando (6:23:47 PM): t
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:24:02 PM): WAT THE FUCK U TALKIN ABOUT
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:24:42 PM): I'M NOT THE ONE WHO HADN'T HAD A GF UNTIL THE AGE OF 15 AND ALMOST 16
CrazedCommando (6:25:01 PM): right, because i didnt care
CrazedCommando (6:25:30 PM): meanwhile, you had a boyfriend in, what was it, 7th grade?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:25:37 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:25:39 PM): b4 tat
CrazedCommando (6:25:42 PM): clearly you are emotionally dependant
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:25:57 PM): NO CUZ I AM SOCIALLY ACCEPTED
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:22 PM): AND PEOPLE ACTUALLY WANT ME
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:46 PM): I'M NOT A RECLUSE
CrazedCommando (6:27:22 PM): well you can take your society and shove it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:27:37 PM): yeah up ur ass
CrazedCommando (6:28:18 PM): that was stupid and unfunny, much like its teller
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:29:34 PM): I'M STUPID AND UNFUNNY
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:29:37 PM): UR THE FUCKIN CORNY ONE
CrazedCommando (6:30:21 PM): corny jokes are better than none
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:30:56 PM): tat's where ur wrong
CrazedCommando (6:31:00 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:31:02 PM): yes
CrazedCommando (6:31:12 PM): im a hit with my audiences
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:31:22 PM): more like they wanna hit u
CrazedCommando (6:31:27 PM): you're just another face in the crowd
CrazedCommando (6:31:32 PM): you're average
CrazedCommando (6:31:35 PM): face it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:31:39 PM): yeah just like u loved the average girl eh
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:31:39 PM): ?
CrazedCommando (6:31:52 PM): opposites attract
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:32:18 PM): u don't believe in cliches
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:32:28 PM): ur a fuckin hypocrite
CrazedCommando (6:32:42 PM): i never said i didnt belive in cliches
CrazedCommando (6:32:46 PM): youre a liaar
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:33:08 PM): u noe wat fine i don't give a shit about wat u think
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:33:10 PM): do wat u want
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:33:12 PM): have a nice life!
CrazedCommando (6:33:15 PM): good, i will
CrazedCommando (6:33:20 PM): BYE
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III.
CrazedCommando (5:43:06 PM): I hear tell you're willing to forgive and forger
CrazedCommando (5:43:08 PM): t
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:43:30 PM): i've always been ready i neva really got mad at u until u dissed veronica
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:43:36 PM): wat u did was inappropriate
CrazedCommando (5:43:56 PM): granted, but an angry Eli is a reckless Eli
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:44:04 PM): no excuse for tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:44:09 PM): u noe how much her dad means to her?
CrazedCommando (5:44:32 PM): well do you know how ashamed I am of my own bizarre pornographic taste?
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:44:43 PM): wat matters more?
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:44:48 PM): a death or a joke about porn?
CrazedCommando (5:45:01 PM): like I said
CrazedCommando (5:45:05 PM): reckless
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:27 PM): i don't care
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:28 PM): i mean
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:34 PM): veronica really doesn't want me talkin to u
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:38 PM): and i can see why
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:44 PM): but
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:46 PM): i dunno
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:45:55 PM): if u culd get her to forgive u
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:46:00 PM): then i'd forgive u
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:46:04 PM): but if not i don't think i can
CrazedCommando (5:46:16 PM): well I don't think I'd be able to
CrazedCommando (5:46:52 PM): and if it takes me patching things up with veronica to make you forgive me, well then I guess I'll just be hated eternally
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:47:08 PM): ur choice
CrazedCommando (5:47:39 PM): It's just as much your choice as it is mine
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:48:02 PM): tru but u noe wat
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:48:09 PM): veronica matters more to me rite now
CrazedCommando (5:48:16 PM): I would imagine
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:48:22 PM): especially since u did the worst thing of all
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:48:25 PM): talkin about her father like tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:48:29 PM): have u noe shame
CrazedCommando (5:48:54 PM): shame, tact, and guilt are not words in my vernacular
CrazedCommando (5:49:03 PM): they only serve as a hindrance
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:49:17 PM): well u betta learn them
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:49:33 PM): cuz i dun't care how badly u were hurt compared to how low u were to say such a thing
CrazedCommando (5:49:59 PM): well if you dont care about that, then I see no reason to make amends, and I stand by everything I said
StAr10009FoReVeR (5:50:35 PM): as u wish
CrazedCommando (5:52:57 PM): well som much for that, then
CrazedCommando (6:08:33 PM): Well, since these are the last words you'll hear from me (unless you change your tune), I might as well make them good
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:08:35 PM): dy
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:08:49 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:08:51 PM): don't even start
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:08:56 PM): if u can't grow up
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:09:01 PM): i don't think i wanna hear wat u gotta say
CrazedCommando (6:09:29 PM): Growing up is a vague term, and totally subjective
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:09:36 PM): make wat u want of it
CrazedCommando (6:10:08 PM): well then, I want growing up to mean not being hindered by childish notions like "growing up"
CrazedCommando (6:10:36 PM): Anyway, farewell speech:
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:40 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:42 PM): i dun't wanna hear it
CrazedCommando (6:10:50 PM): well technically, you are reading it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:10:58 PM): not a jokin mood
CrazedCommando (6:11:03 PM): a pity
CrazedCommando (6:11:14 PM): fine, no farewell speech
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:50 PM): if anything's a pity
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:11:55 PM): it'd b u still not gettin it thru ur head
CrazedCommando (6:12:05 PM): oh,that's real mature
CrazedCommando (6:12:14 PM): why dont you take your own advice, sister
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:12:29 PM): tryin to b ghetto now?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:12:31 PM): look
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:12:34 PM): i dun't care how mature i am
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:12:45 PM): i dun't have a problem wit myself
CrazedCommando (6:13:30 PM): well neither do I
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:13:42 PM): point is
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:13:49 PM): i have a problem wit the way ur acting
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:14:02 PM): so that means i dunt wanna have to deal wit this again
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:14:07 PM): i'm not tryin to b mean
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:14:13 PM): i just want u to understand
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:14:15 PM): wat u did was wrong
CrazedCommando (6:15:17 PM): well I've had to deal with a LOT more childish behavior from you, so lets just stop this whole attitude thing
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:15:42 PM): u noe wat i don't wanna argue so u noe wat forget it
CrazedCommando (6:15:44 PM): or, with you simply stop talking to me because you cant handle it?
CrazedCommando (6:15:48 PM): I knew it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:16:08 PM): i don't care
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:16:11 PM): i can make my own decisions
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:16:15 PM): i dont' deserve this
CrazedCommando (6:16:19 PM): yes you do
CrazedCommando (6:16:31 PM): you totally deserve it
CrazedCommando (6:16:38 PM): would you like me to make a list of why?
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:16:44 PM): no tat's ok
CrazedCommando (6:17:08 PM): ok, good, i wouldn't want to get carpal tunnel syndrome from typing all night
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:15 PM): if u don't wanna talk to me just stop
CrazedCommando (6:17:29 PM): I do want to talk to you, that's why im still doing it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:17:41 PM): too bad cuz i'm suddenly not in the mood to talk to u
CrazedCommando (6:17:59 PM): ah there we go again, that familiar mood
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:18:11 PM): have u ever wonder why i'm in that mood
CrazedCommando (6:18:21 PM): yes and no
CrazedCommando (6:18:55 PM): I know that it is because of what I say, but then I wonder why it is that the same things I say to everyone i know have such an effect on you
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:19:23 PM): u don't noe shit
CrazedCommando (6:19:48 PM): I know plenty
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:20:10 PM): look point is
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:20:27 PM): i can't talk to u witout feelin pissed afta wat u said to veronica
CrazedCommando (6:20:46 PM): all emotions fade with time, you of all people should know ir
CrazedCommando (6:20:47 PM): t
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:21:07 PM): for veronica
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:21:11 PM): it's gonna last longer
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:21:13 PM): cuz of ur stupid comment
CrazedCommando (6:22:41 PM): Hurtful, yes, insensitive, yes
CrazedCommando (6:22:46 PM): but hardly stupid
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:22:58 PM): w.e. u get the point
CrazedCommando (6:24:03 PM): well maybe if you hand't told me in the first place, we wouldn't be having this problem
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:24:16 PM): ooo now blamin me huh
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:24:17 PM): fine
CrazedCommando (6:24:34 PM): Anyway, I have to play World of Warcraft, so if ya have anything else to say, now's the time
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:24:43 PM): yeah grow up
CrazedCommando (6:25:07 PM): i said something else
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:25:25 PM): those are the only things i can think of rite now
CrazedCommando (6:25:42 PM): maybe you should get your head examined then
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:25:58 PM): ur missin the fuckin point
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:12 PM): god this is exactly wat i mean
CrazedCommando (6:26:19 PM): i see your point, its jsut invalid
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:24 PM): i'm not tryin to diss u or anything i'm just sayin wat i think u need to see
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:30 PM): seriously
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:26:46 PM): makin fun of someone's death is fuckin low
CrazedCommando (6:27:06 PM): maybe you see it as low
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:27:22 PM): i don't care how I c it
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:27:27 PM): but tat's wat veronica sees it as
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:27:29 PM): it's her fuckin dad
CrazedCommando (6:27:56 PM): right, well, I didnt say :why dont you kill yourself like your dad" or "HE was fucked up, yo"
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:28:19 PM): U SAid GO CRY ABOUT DADDY
CrazedCommando (6:28:23 PM): i in no way attacked his character
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:28:32 PM): DOESN"T FUCKIN MATTER WAT U SAY IF U SAY SOMETHING ABOUT HIM BEING DEAD PERIOD
CrazedCommando (6:28:34 PM): nor the tragedy of his demise
CrazedCommando (6:28:55 PM): well then I think you gals need to loosen up
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:29:02 PM): AHAHAHHA
CrazedCommando (6:29:08 PM): in fact, I'll grow up when you loosen up when hell freezes over
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:29:14 PM): YEAH LIKE I'M GONNA LOOSEN UP ABOUT U TALKIN ABOUT MY BFF DAD
CrazedCommando (6:29:25 PM): i meant in general
CrazedCommando (6:29:39 PM): the arguments presented here are about more than just recent events
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:29:42 PM): well u just made it ten times harder
CrazedCommando (6:30:30 PM): Well it doesn't matter to me, I'm over it. I just hope for your sake that you loosen up, lest you succumb to terminal high blod pressure
CrazedCommando (6:30:34 PM): blood*
CrazedCommando (6:32:05 PM): Anyway, World of warcraft awaits, so I will leave you with the knowledge that I suckered you into my planned farewell speech
CrazedCommando (6:32:10 PM): g'day
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:32:57 PM): (applauds)
Auto response from CrazedCommando (6:32:57 PM): Drum Master E is...Out.
StAr10009FoReVeR (6:32:59 PM): congratsStAr10009FoReVeR is away at 7:21:42 PM. StAr10009FoReVeR returned at 7:47:42 PM. StAr10009FoReVeR is away at 8:41:43 PM.
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IV.
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:26:57 PM): i just wanna say one thing
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:27:00 PM): look at veronica's profile
CrazedCommando (9:27:40 PM): she's not on my buddy list anymore
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:27:55 PM): o rite
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:28:06 PM): well it has a really sad poem about her dad dying
CrazedCommando (9:29:20 PM): what do you want from me?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:29:39 PM): feel some sort of guilt
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:29:47 PM): know tat u said something totally out of line
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:29:52 PM): i want u feel ashamed
CrazedCommando (9:30:11 PM): for your own personal satisfaction?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:30:17 PM): no
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:30:20 PM): i want u to truly feel it
CrazedCommando (9:30:33 PM): right, but why?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:30:48 PM): cuz it is the worst punishment u can get from it
CrazedCommando (9:31:10 PM): you're not getting what I am asking
CrazedCommando (9:31:25 PM): why do you want me punished?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:31:34 PM): cuz wat u did was wrong
CrazedCommando (9:32:37 PM): well one could argue any which way about what is wrong or roght
CrazedCommando (9:32:53 PM): not saying that i do, but suppose i thought it was wrong that you lost interest?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:33:36 PM): it doesn't compare
CrazedCommando (9:34:12 PM): suppose I thought it did?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:34:29 PM): then u obviously have something wrong wit ur head
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:34:32 PM): no offense
CrazedCommando (9:34:37 PM): i could say the same thing about you
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:34:39 PM): but u can't compare this to her father's death
CrazedCommando (9:34:53 PM): did I kill her father?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:04 PM): but u did elevate the pain
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:13 PM): she doesn't need to hear wat she did from u
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:16 PM): go cry about daddy
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:18 PM): u noe she did
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:22 PM): u triggered it
CrazedCommando (9:35:33 PM): well dont you think it elevated my pain when she said that you "got bored" of me?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:35:55 PM): they're different levels of pain
CrazedCommando (9:36:10 PM): says you
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:36:16 PM): it's not like i'm someone who raised u and knew for all of ur life tat died
CrazedCommando (9:36:18 PM): how could you possibly know?
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:36:28 PM): cuz it's so obvious that a death means more
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:36:32 PM): death is permament
CrazedCommando (9:36:45 PM): well so is this breakup, unless you're a liar
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:36:53 PM): yeah but we can still talk
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:36:56 PM): they can't
CrazedCommando (9:37:50 PM): Well im not denying that his death was sad, and I know i'd be pretty fucked if my dad died
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:38:08 PM): and have someone rub it in
CrazedCommando (9:38:13 PM): but I wouldn't go around throwing people's secrets in their faces to get a reaction
CrazedCommando (9:38:17 PM): i was provoked
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:38:22 PM): no excuse
CrazedCommando (9:38:29 PM): its plenty excuse
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:38:33 PM): no
CrazedCommando (9:38:42 PM): not once did i ever mention her dad except in consolation before that
CrazedCommando (9:38:48 PM): it wasnt even on my mind
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:38:57 PM): well obviously it was wen u mentioned it
CrazedCommando (9:39:21 PM): right, because we each knew one secret of the other person's
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:27 PM): i noe
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:28 PM): but
CrazedCommando (9:39:32 PM): if someone should have thought before they spoke, it was her
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:47 PM): yeah but no one b4 u wuld b such a jerk
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:49 PM): to actually
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:53 PM): say something about a death
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:39:59 PM): nobody
CrazedCommando (9:40:35 PM): im sure hitler would have
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:41:00 PM): tat's not funni
CrazedCommando (9:41:17 PM): I talk for 3 reasons: to inform, offend, and amuse
CrazedCommando (9:41:23 PM): she got the unlucky 1/3
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:41:43 PM): i don't care unlucky or lucky or anything like tat
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:41:54 PM): u can't keep pretending u didn't do anything wrong
CrazedCommando (9:42:12 PM): im not pretending
CrazedCommando (9:42:18 PM): I know i didnt do anything wrong
CrazedCommando (9:42:22 PM): extreme
CrazedCommando (9:42:25 PM): drastic
CrazedCommando (9:42:32 PM): not wrong
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:42:56 PM): completely wrong
CrazedCommando (9:43:40 PM): i hate to dig up the past, but do you know what else was completely wrong?
CrazedCommando (9:43:51 PM): you flirting with other guys behind my back
CrazedCommando (9:44:02 PM): and planning on taking me to the homecoming as a friend
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:44:28 PM): omg u dont' even noe the whole fuckin story
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:44:33 PM): and stop changin the whole fuckin story
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:44:41 PM): and subject
CrazedCommando (9:44:46 PM): haha
CrazedCommando (9:44:54 PM): I've made my point
CrazedCommando (9:45:08 PM): and no amount of block-headed refusal on your part is going to change it
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:45:43 PM): u noe wat nvm
StAr10009FoReVeR (9:45:44 PM): i give upStAr10009FoReVeR signed off at 9:45:59 PM.
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Apologies for my wanton sexuality, thank the gods it has never been seen again.
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5:12 AM
9 Comments:
Am I really the only one here who is going to post here?
I for one was very much amused.
By
Clark, at 11/07/2006 05:00:00 PM
for lack of anything real to say, i think you need to get into more break-ups so i can read more of these conversations.
By
Will, at 11/29/2006 06:26:00 PM
I think it's about time for an update
By
Élan, at 12/02/2006 12:45:00 AM
I think Elan's right. Plus, Sylvia is retarded BWHAHAHAHAHAHA! Honestly though, i'm surprised she wasn't strangled to death by you.
By
Oliver, at 1/21/2007 11:45:00 PM
Eli, you sexfiend=p
By
Sierra, at 1/22/2007 02:50:00 AM
You know I read it more, and I came to the conclusion, that reading about people breaking up, is far more depressing than I thought it would be, and you are not as sex-fiendish as I thought, you just have a dick..
By
Sierra, at 1/22/2007 02:59:00 AM
Sierra's a stupid girl, and I need a job.
By
Will, at 2/01/2007 11:33:00 AM
Get one you lazy ass.
By
Sierra, at 2/03/2007 12:04:00 AM
I don't think I can ever look at Jackie Chan Adventures the same way again.
By
I AM JOHN!, at 10/09/2007 01:22:00 AM
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